Monday, February 5, 2007

SELF AWARENESS:The total revelations

I was expecting that self-awareness stuff would just all be boring, nonsense spending of precious time, and irrelevantly listening to the baloney of talks with our clinical instructors.Though I was slightly bothered to face my fear on how should I react in the actual interaction process in the psychiatric agency with my psychotic patient. I woke up late during the first day of the week which is unlikely to be compared with my casual mornings for hospital duties. Yet, I found myself busy when I saw the the clock speedily ticking for I almost forgot that I was supposed to attend the circle time at exactly 7:30 am. It was 7:25 am in my watch as I took my tricycle ride and burst into flames as the driver was just hitting the starting parameter of his ancient cab...(PEACE MAN!)I wanted to be on the driver's seat and assumed that I was the one manipulating the mechanical stuff of that tricycle. But I preferred to be silent than panic even if I wanted to shout until my throat bursts. As I passed the portal of Davao Doctors College, I ignored the presence of that large-sized lady guard that would often peeve me. "WAT THE HELL!..",as I glanced to the clock in the lobby knowing that it was still 07:20, damned that advanced clock I was wearing that time. To make the story short I went to the sky gymnasium for just a compliance. Actually, my presence has not been that intact for I wanted to make my time purposive.Later on, we come up to the dramatic chapter of that one day story of self awareness for all my gal group mates came out from the open. They were weeping that time as narrated the discontentment, insecurities, misfortune and all of those negative things and circumstances that they've been through. With that simple yet relevant activity I was able to understand more on the unpredictable moods that my group mates are used to act with. I was even stunned with the different stories in life.
We've come up with another break then made some jokes towards the ladies regarding the heavy drama scene we've witnessed. "Hala!Magmotivate jud me unya bah kay amoang tapatan ang pang OSCARS na acting ninyo mga gurls..". They've just laugh for hearing such notion.
It's Adonis' turn!But sorry boys don't cry...
We expected that afternoon to be quiet jolly and funny. We've answered the mind-boggling question "Who am I?" kinda serious but with humor to spiced up the day with "hehe" and "hahaha" after that very dramatic morning.I was quiet expressive with my revelation of self as I answered the inquiry , "What is your happiest moment?". "I t was when I spent my beautiful days with my girlfriend before. As she took an exit with my life I was with broken soul and spirit"(CHAR LANG!...). How wonderful the days that we've been together before...
We've end up the day with assurance that our group is prepared enough to face the clients with maladaptive behavior in the psychiatric agency...GOOD LUCK GUYS...


1 comment:

TRAMZ said...

epistaxis galore! tsk tsk tsk!!!
anyway, NIHILAK SI IVO SA SELF AWARENESS!!!! heheheh... churi2x! I know! it's NOT A SORT OF A JOKE! (PEACE)